Jumendez

was awesome. Will definitely join in on the cosplaying next year. Just being surrounded by people of at least similar interest in wide numbers was a great experience alone, but being there with my buds just made it all the more better. Saw a wallet breaking Figma of Caster for both $140 and $200. One day, mai waifu, one day... Went to a Kajiura Yuki panel. It was a Q&A, and most of the time I was lost considering questioners either went into complex details over stuff I didn't know (e.g. shows I didn't know that she did music for or just plain music language), or Translator-san just botched the Questions/Answers/both. A main takeaway for me

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I'm having that fun part of life where I realize that I'm not even on a path towards something. I'm nowhere even close to something like a crossroads, and as I look around me, I see a barren landscape of white and grey; a land like a canvas that begs for this lone brush to give it color when this brush doesn't even have any colors to chose from. I've realized that a lot of what people do (including myself) is to do things to gain some form of significance, whether it be through power (ie politicians, dictators, wealthy fat cats) or through its polar opposite pure attention (as in the masochistic kind). Yet throughout life, I've felt that one